Isaiah 53

Jesus died for every sin we commit in our lifetimes. They are only past, present and future in our minds, when it reality, they are all the same. Jesus died once and for all.
As a spotless lamb, He had God's wrath poured out on Him in our place. He bore all the evil and terrible things we do. I've known this for so long, I'm afraid I'm losing sense of the meaning it holds. I know it should wreck me, but it doesn't feel like it right now. There's a distance--I feel almost numb. I don't like it.